nana !

2003-10-20T17:47:00.000+08:00

i MOVED !! relinkk

2003-10-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

my. fingers. are. aching. arghh. i hate my diploma pieces. my violin teacher FORCED my fingers until the string and now my fingers are REALLY aching. skin all peeling. gross. ok im going to this violin thingy in us nxt yr. walaus. and evryone !!! make yourself free either on 18th or the 19th of november at botanic and sentosa respectively. cause the dear na's gna be playing there :D hahas. and to onewisdom people. i am NOT the hacker.

2003-10-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

then the rainstorm came over me
and i felt my spirit break
i had lost all of my belief you see
and realize my mistake
but time through a prayer to me
and all around me became still

i need love, love's divine
please forgive me now i see that ive been blind
give me love, loves is what i need to help me know my name

through the rainstorm came sanctuary
and i felt my spirit fly
i had found all of my reality
i realize what it takes

cause i need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now i see that ive been blind
Give me love, loves is what i need to help me know my name

oh i dont bet, don't pray
show me how to live and promise me you wont forsake
cause love can help me know my name

well i try to say theres nothing wrong
but inside i felt me lying all alone
but the message here was plain to see
believe in me
cause i need love, love's divine
please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

oh I, dont bet, dont break
show me how to live and promise me you wont forsake

cause love can help me know my name

2003-10-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!
WHATS HAPPENING WITH MY BLOG ?!

2003-10-18T13:10:00.000+08:00

qin.cheryl.jingyu.bel.sui.nicol came to my hse yest !played ard before going to sicc by taxi. me.qin.nicol were in one taxi while the others were in the other. was kind of surprised cause the guard saw bel and let her in ? then sui was like cause she looks like a rich mans daughter. fwhaaha. played bowling and ate ALOT. then went to the playroom to play ! hahas. qin and nicol got so many strikes which is totally unfair cause i didnt have any :|
then went fetched cheryl and jingyu to bishan mrt and qin and nicol came to my hse ! watched the last episode of baby boom. we were all crying. its so sad ! and the small girl's SO pretty ! ohwells. was out at 1pm yest so had NO CHANCE to see that stalker. ARGH.

2003-10-17T11:28:00.000+08:00

OH MAN.
stalker just came online
and say its coming at 1pm ?!
oh my gosh
ok stalker just went offline.

2003-10-16T13:05:00.000+08:00

oh my god
someone is stalking me !
my god. that persons email is:
unknown809618@hotmail.com
the person knws where i live
and says i will find out who he/she is tmr !
cause he/she is coming to my garage gate at 1pm ?!
MY GOD THATS SO FREAKY.

2003-10-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

FINALLY picked up my violin yest
the first i did since exams !
-smiles very proudly
ok and now my fingers are aching
cause i dint practise for so long
practised for 2 hrs. and thats considered little
gna practise for 3 hrs today !
shits laa. stupid mother. arrange for violin class alrdy
shes just stressing me up
all because of that i CANT go to escape.
walaus !

2003-10-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

whos passerby ?!?!

2003-10-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

today was soso FUN ! woohoo.
went to safra with nina and weien
played 4 games of bowling.
and i KEPT GOING INTO THE LONKANG
but ok. i got a /. at least.
and weiens SO good.
she started off like shit and then later she got so many strikes.
im so jealous.
then after that we walked ard
and then we went to the jetty
its so nice !
we were shouting and screaming our hearts out man
bloody stressed
ok now i have that feeling that im gna be sick
post-exam flu maybe
ohwells. exams ovr babehhh !!

2003-10-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

2003-10-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

you always said that we cld stay friends forevr ?
you always told me your problems
and i did too
but now ure just backstabbing me
behind my back
do you think its nice ?
youve done lots of stuff that made me irritated
but did i say anything ? NO
and now ure telling total lies about
me behind my back
youve experienced it before
you told me how painful it was
and i hope youll understand
how painful it is for me too.

2003-10-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

JULIUS TAN CAN YOU STOP SCARING ME ?!

2003-10-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

a few things about NAH YAO QING
he sucks.
hes a poser
he liked his geog teacher
he selfpities him self all the time
a big ego. really big.
hes a "vampire rabbit"
hes frm ncc
he is a cheapskate
he shows off all the time
bleah. evryone hates him.
oh yeahh.

2003-10-12T11:19:00.000+08:00

euuuwww yucks
that NAH YAO QING is SO despo
hes the one who likes qin
pukes. hes SO ugly
i dont care whether hes reading this anot
despo cat high guy
with a damn big ego and self-pity
NAH YAO QING you think you so great is it
bleah. i PUKE ah.

2003-10-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

happy burfday pauline !

2003-10-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

julius i asked you to sign, but NOT flood ! -slaps forehead. anyways, i go tell your darling that you really really love her yeahh ? fwahahahas.

2003-10-10T14:06:00.000+08:00

chew qin and julius are in my haus now !
made julius's bag lower
it was like SO high ?
wahahahahahahhaha.
then now chew and julius are playing finding nemo
and qin's talking to :D
okie dokes
gotta go study now yeahh !

2003-10-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

went fer mrng tuition yest.
it was so fun !
qin and qi went too.
then smelly was there. fwahaha.
talking about smelly, he was the one who farted in the toilet SO loud
shall not use his real name.
im not so bad as to embaress him.
just decided to come to the computer fer a little peek (:
sci paper sucked ! im gna fail man.
woohoo !

2003-10-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

made a new url fer the onepurity web
if anyone comes and asks me why it looks the same as someones
ask that someone first (:
and ben has a new blog !
its pretty pathetic though...
fwahahahahas.
and for the onepurity web
not all the links are working PROPERLY yet
cause i dont really have the time
gd luck fer eoys evryone !

2003-10-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

life i dint FORCE you to sign. i just gave you a choice (:

2003-10-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying
i am studying

woohoo ! i AM studying. oh yeahh babehh.
(updated for the sake of that
anonymous person who signed my gsbk
whoevr you are -grins)

2003-10-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

i really love that song !
oh mannn. eoys are like just 3 days away ?
ohwells. sucks
anyways, MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 5TH OF OCTOBER !
woohooo.

2003-09-28T12:41:00.000+08:00

what the hell !?
someone hacked into the class web user
and deleted the WHOLE class web
changed the password and the email
so they cant send the new password to me
to whoevr that fucking person is
CLD YOU PLS BE MORE CONSIDERATE AND GIVE ME BACK MY PASSWRD
thanks you

2003-09-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

im gna start anew
im gna forget about the past
to those people who said i backstabbed you
pls think twice (:

2003-09-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

when you get caught in the rain with nowhere to run
when ure distraught and in pain wth anyone
when you keep crying out to be saved but nobody comes
and you feel so far away that you just cant find your way home
you can get there alone
its ok, wont you say

i can make it through the rain
i can stand up once again on my own and i knw that im strong enough
to mend
and every time i feel afraid
i hold tighter to my faith and i live one more day and i make it
through the rain

and if you keep falling dwn, dont you dare give in
you will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly and
youll find what you need to prevail
what you say

and when the wind blows
and shadows grow close
dont be afraid
cause theres nth you can't face

2003-09-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

i knw.
its just that some people just DONT keep their promises ?
and whenevr i try to help,
the good turns to bad
and evryone just starts denying evrything
i wont delete that post
cause I AM GUILTY
you can accuse me whatevr you want
but not before youve found out the REAL truth.
thank you.

2003-09-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

attention 1purity girls !!
i made a onepurity blog. pls go give support. the page is not fully done up yet though. and for people who can help, pls go to freewebs.com and add in more stuff. username: onepurity password: 123456. if ure not from onepurity, please DO NOT butt your head in (: thank you for you cooperation.

2003-09-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

an open letter to my 2 ex besties:

i wondered why
we were so close together last yr
to think just a little accident broke 3 of us up
i really hope we cld just forget about the past
forget about the negative points
and start again
i really miss you all
i miss your presense
i really hope that we 3 cld get back together agn
please ?
i love you all too !!

2003-09-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

jinksces has officially broken up ?
yeahh.
to jinksces:
this whole clique thing didnt work out yeahh ?
from now on lets go on our own ways
and see if fate brings us back together agn (:
i love you all !

2003-09-18T18:53:00.000+08:00

just came back frm tuition and guess what qin ?
qianxiang knows that i know you ?!?!
i NVR did tell him.
and he KEPT on pestering me fer your contacts the WHOLE tuition
didnt give him though -grins.

2003-09-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

in school right now.
in the library with cheryl and jingyu (:
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahas.
happy 18th of september !!

2003-09-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

to those people whos asking me when my gsbks gna be ready
IT ALRDY READY

2003-09-16T18:07:00.000+08:00

had geog test today !
studied till 1230 yest -grins broadly at self.
woohoo ! hope i pass this test with flying colours
to show mohan i can do it (:
he called me a bullshit today.
ohwells.

2003-09-14T11:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday

went to choose my violin diploma pieces.
waaahh.
its dammit hard.
the harddest piece of scores ive evr seen !
oh man. shouldnt have agreed to take.
now i have to start practising agn :|
then after that went to esplanade to watch this superduper nice violin concerto concert
met zab, melissa bay and cheryl (from string) there
that violinst was super good !
that piece was said to be one of the hardest pieces in violin history?
wahahahaha.

2003-09-13T13:46:00.000+08:00

argg. smgb keeps on oopsing me !
to
jan cris pauline jingyu danfong gillian qin eliza
i really really REALLY meant to sign your gsbks but smgb kept on oopsing me !
anyways, tkcare yeahh !

2003-09-13T13:35:00.000+08:00

wednesday

stupid violin exam day. shits.
practised 2 hrs before my exam.
and i went in shaking
i evn forgot the first few notes of my song so i did a trill.
wahahahahahahas.
then the aural was kinda easy.
sight reading was like shit !
the first note was SIX ledger lines high.
walaus eh. hate the examiner.
then went SHOPPING ! -grins.
bought new shoes (:

thursday

shar.ed.sai.gill came to my hse fer lit proj !
it was so fun
we all were playing happy family ?
wahahha.
and i cant believe we did work !
two FULL transparency pages
quite and achievement though...
played till we went mad and we were making fun of sai
did gillian's gsbk though its really disgusting looking
sorry gill !

friday

had this super long and fun conersation
with zab and ben today.
we were talking like shit.
and zab ALMOST leaked my secret out.
luckily she dint.
and zab's my mandesista !
mande - short for our music name.

and i just found out that my sis knows my blog url. shits. should i change to the diaryland one with the password ?

2003-09-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

evrybody the team-up email is ready !!! and due to some complaints that they want to see the maid of the month, the picture Sai Pokkuku is up ! go to team-up website for more information.

2003-09-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

to muikeesiushinq:
thanks so much yeahh ? aiyahh. concert conductor surely do very well one yeahhs ? 3 DAYS MORE MAN. walaus.

2003-09-03T17:00:00.000+08:00

exactly ONE more week to my exam !!! ohshits.

2003-09-02T11:59:00.000+08:00

go see the team-up! advert !
fwahaha.
its only gna be there fer 7 days so ...

2003-09-02T10:14:00.000+08:00

my gsbk is ok !!!!!! go sign pls (:

2003-09-02T10:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday

ponned chi tuition and went to bels hse !
fwahahahahaha (:
belkoh is really lame !
dania and chew were there.
and then after that yanyee came.
ate pizza and cup noodles there.
nothing much lahh.
then after that my family went to orchard to shop !
woohoooooooooooo.
bought two black tops
a denim skirt and a leather skirt.
think theyre all dam nicee !
wahahahahahahaha.

2003-09-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

qins at my hse !
and we are supposed to be ~~study~~ing.
fwahahahhahahaha.
listning to qiu2 ai4 fu4 ke3 ban2 now.
think its damn nice !
and tt stupid belkoh says its stupid ?
ohwells.
anyways, hafta go ~~study~~ now !
tata (:

2003-08-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

just cut my hair and i look like total shit.
mom got into her crazy moods agn and started scolding all of us.
james jaz and me.
she sucks.
shes gone mad.
ohwells.

2003-08-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

So you could give me wings to fly,
and catch me if I fall.
Or pull the stars down from the sky,
so I could wish on them all.
But I couldn't ask for more.
cause your love is the greatest gift of all.

In your arms, I found a strenth inside me
And in your eyes, there's a light to guide me.
I would be lost without you.
and all that my heart could ever want
has come true

2003-08-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

ohman... heard this few p6 girls talking today ?
and guess what they were talking about ?!?!
"eh. i saw this blog ah. about this funny team-up thingy"
"yalorr. so stupid eh ! lame."
"who so free ah"
walaus ! i was damn embarressed ! so i said eh hem.
and they stopped.
whahahahahah.
just came back frm violin lesson.
13 more days till exm ! AHHH

2003-08-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

changed the team-up maid of the month !!!
went wth tab.kel P.lex.cheryl.samlow to pipes.
then met siggy.jialing.yingying there.
went there fer quite a while then took cab back to sch with yingying.
fetched yingying to bishan then went home. ohwells
so tired :|

2003-08-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

oh wth is happening to me ?
just this whole afternoon i have practised violin fer 4 hrs.
yest 4 1/2 hrs.
OHMYGOD.
i evn skipped my cca. with permission granted of course.
arggg ! its not tt i want to (duh)
i forced to.
cause if i dont....
WHACK.SCREAM.SHOUT.CRY
yeahh. i ~~hate~~ this.
anyways, sai is so sweet ! she made for me a blinkie.
think is damn cutee !

2003-08-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

walaus. tmr my cca is frm 2.30 to 6.
while the main orch is only frm 4 to 6.
wadda hell !
anyways, take a look at the beautiful team-up ! blog .
wahahahahas

2003-08-20T20:22:00.000+08:00
once my violin exam is ovr i'll be FREE.
i hate this :i really do.
set me free !!!!!!

2003-08-20T15:06:00.000+08:00
if i had just one tear
running down your cheek
maybe i could cope
maybe i'd get some sleep.
if i had just one moment at your expense
maybe all my misery would be well spent.
could you cry a little
lie just a little
pretend that youre feeling a little more pain.
i gave, now im wanting something in return
so cry just a little for me.
if your love could be caged
honey, i would hold the key.
and conceal it underneath
that pile of lies you handed me.
and you'd hunt and those lies
they'd be all you'd ever find.
and that'd be all you'd have to know
for me to be fine.
and you'd cry a little
you'd die just a little
and baby i would feel just a little less pain.
i gave now from wanting
something in return
so cry just a little for me.
give it up baby
i hear youre doin fine.
nothins gonna save me
i see it in your eyes.
some kind of heartache
honey give it a try.
i don't want pity,
i just want what is mine

2003-08-20T15:05:00.000+08:00
my gsbk ! -roars.
should i trust her ?
is she really gna fool me agn ?
im ~~not~~a fool.
and i dont wna be fooled agn by you.

2003-08-18T00:34:00.000+08:00
hey darling ! feeling superly irritated and fcuked up. -roars. arg. wna talk to you now ! sigh. i miss my nana ! where are you ? bet you're sleeping now ! hee. silly poots ! oh well. i'll cya tmr ! prepare for my ranting kkays ? i love you plenty bestie ! -hugs tight

`q i n n

2003-08-17T11:21:00.000+08:00
got scolded like shit fer my violin yest.
brokedwn 10 times and i was swinging
swinging like shit.
got caned like 5 times ?
wtf
it sucks.
3 wks and 1 day more to exam.
shit.

2003-08-15T20:00:00.000+08:00
ohshit. i just realized that the person who signed about the blogs thingy
is me ?
i mean hello ? why wld I do such funny stuff.
anyone can hack into my account cause its the same passwrd as my user.
if you all dont believe: my user is s9037356j
go check it out fer yourselves.

2003-08-15T19:54:00.000+08:00
string string string.
i ~~hate~~ string.
found out iwas in violin 1 today
but i was not in the main orchestra.
hello ?
ohwells. who cares. its more relaxing anyway :

2003-08-14T18:39:00.000+08:00
ed.gillian.sai came to my hse today to do music proj
when i was ~~not~~ evn in the proj
wahahahaha
i was just lending them a place to do their proj ?
first me.pauline.sai.jingyu.shar went to macs to ~~eat~~
then after that jaime.cris.bel came ovr and we talked and talked.
saw that bitch huwen agn.
she SUCKS big time !
then me and sai stayed and waited fer ed and gillian.
gillian wanted to wait for her darling gary
but he didnt come fer so long so we took a cab to my hse.
just as we got into the taxi gary called
to say he was reaching there
AWWWW !!! hahahas :)
did the proj and after that i did the
team-up! maid agency slides fer fun.
its damn funny ! wahahahaha.

2003-08-13T22:18:00.000+08:00
against all odds

How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds and that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take

2003-08-13T22:11:00.000+08:00
what is the name which most people call you: na !!

have you ever been in love: -smiles.

what is the greatest thing you have ever done for a friend: helped them do their homework ?

clouds or sunshine: sunshine of course ! :)

pink or orange: both.

whats you fave disney cartoon character: dory !!!! shes so cute !

who/what are you thinking about right now: i dont want to hv chi test tmr

funniest thing which happened recently: bel and her water buffalo !

saddest thing which happened recently: _ _ _ _ _.

what you wld want to change about the world: lots of things which i dont wna say.

you love .... : jinksces ! tinksels ! the fooks (hahas)! and evryone else living on the planet.
-im friendly :))

what are you doing now: ~~stdyg~~ for chi test. well... not really.

fave colour: pink

most hated colour: all colours are nice !

who would you most want to banish from this face of the earth: MOHAN a.k.a the bastard

2003-08-13T21:48:00.000+08:00
evrything's scrwd u these few days.
and i mean really SCRWD up.
mrs seet went to talk to kel.p about us.
ohwells.
sup with my ~~horrible~~ life :evrythings changing.
for the worse.

2003-08-12T18:04:00.000+08:00
i dont wanna close my eyes
i dont wanna fall asleep
cause id miss ~~you~~
and i dont wna miss a thing
cause even when i dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
id still miss ~~you~~
and i dont wna miss a thing

2003-08-10T10:08:00.000+08:00
cris !! im sosososo sorry that i wrecked you gsbk :|| anyways, dont care about that bitch yeahh ?

2003-08-10T09:48:00.000+08:00
1. Describe the best feeling you've ever had: dontknow

2. Were you named after anyone: not if i can rmbr

3. Do you wish on stars: yeahh !

4. Which finger is your favorite? MIDDLE. muahahahahaha !

5. When did you last cry: last night

6. Do you like your handwriting: depends on the damn pen

7. What is your favorite lunch meat: beef steak !! -winks at bel

8. Any bad habits: loads

9. What is your most embarrassing CD?: spice girls ?

10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you and why or why not?: of course ! im such a nicee, sweet, cute person :)) heh

11. Are you a daredevil: depends

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: heh heh heh

13. Do looks matter: maybe, maybe not !

14. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: thats cutee !

15. Do fish have feelings: crazy

16. Are you trendy: ahhh... no ?

17. Where is your second home: school

18. Do you trust others easily: erm ...

19. What was your favorite toy as a child: my teddy bear -grins.

20. What class in school do you think is totally useless: chi lit

21. Do you like sappy love songs: some sweet ones :)

22. Have you ever been on radio or television? video tape lahh !

23. Do you have a journal: too lazy to write

24. What do you look for in a guy/girl?: looks ?

25. What are your nicknames? na, pokpokpok, nehnehpok ? napok. alot lahh !

26. Would you bungee jump? see first lahh.

27. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off: no

28. What are you worried about right now: exams exams exams

29. Do you ever wear overalls? what ?

30. Do you think you are strong: puhhhhh-leaseeeeee. -touches stomach and it wobbles.

31. What's your favorite ice cream flavor: cookies and cream !! -craves.

32.What's your favorite color: PINK !

33. What's your least favourite thing in the world: mohan. (hes such a bastard)

34. How many wisdom teeth do you have: TWO

35. How many people have a crush on YOU right now: zero lah !

36. Who do you miss most right now: my clique -smiles.

37. What are your fears: exams ...

38. Favourite Song?: lots of them :)

39. Listening to rite now?: against all odds by phil collins !!!

2003-08-10T09:36:00.000+08:00
this years nat day isnt that nicee. it was so short ! anyways, happy burfdayy angie !!!

2003-08-07T21:54:00.000+08:00
for my darling sai !
i wanted to sign your gsbk but the stupid 'oops !' thingy appeared :anyways, here is it !
SAI !!! I AM GOING TO LEAVE MY nice smelling nice looking nice to eating nice niceing SHIT HERE FOR YOU TO ADMIRE :) -na shits all over saipok's gsbk . muahahahhahahahahahaha !!!

i know its lame .
and qin !!! repair my gsbkkkkkkkkk ...

2003-08-07T21:42:00.000+08:00
happy national day ! *

2003-08-04T18:35:00.000+08:00
went to j8 with qin.siggy.jialing.samlow.kelly p.shihui after sch today :) before that we went to macs to eat cupnoodles ! kelly ate three bowls . hahas . gna have napfa tmr cause i was on mc . ohwells . i havent ran for like how long ? shitssss !!!! bought a skirt frm icelemontee fer national day . i still have to find for a red top . oh shits . just realized maths test is tmr ?better go and study !

julian and victor heyys . will try to give you all the fotos on the pizza party yeahh ? and julian , STOP bugging me for the stupid fotos !! :|

2003-08-03T11:44:00.000+08:00
made a little something for my dearest godson ! :)

2003-08-02T16:18:00.000+08:00
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
jana loh yi shan
i hate it :|

2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
school SHORTS

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
cry by faith hill

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?
2268

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
roti prata -mmmm !

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
pink !!!! PINK !!!!!! PINK!!!!!!!

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
hot . cant singapore be ANY colder ?!

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
kelly p

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
looks .

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
i liked the person whom i COPIED this from :)
cristal vanda lee !

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
sick

12. FAVOURITE DRINKS?
milkshakes .

13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK
pineapple vodka ?

14. FAVOURITE SPORTS?
i~~hate~~sports
im a fat ass :)

15. HAIR COLOUR?
black

16. EYE COLOUR?
black

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
i want to . but im scared - grins

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
joy 17 . james 7 . jaz 5

19. FAVOURITE MONTH?
october ?

20. FAVOURITE FOOD?
evrything !

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
bruce almighty . ok , i am late .

22. FAVOURITE DATE OF THE YEAR?
5th october ? evryone rmbr that !!!

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
i cant find anyone to ask out :
25. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER?
happy ending movies !!!!!!!

26. DO U LIKE SUMMER OR WINTER BEST?
sumter ?

27. HUGS OR KISSES?
both :))

28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
i am a single carefree pangsai !

29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
vanilla with brownie
chocolate with ... itself !

33. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
dontknow :|

34. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
spilt ends by sarah harvey

35. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
is twister considered one ?

36. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
fuckk that fluidfusion

37. THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
i still wna sleep !

38. WAT TYPE OF FLOWER WLD YOU LIKE TO RECEIVE?
erm . nice ones ?

39. WATS UR FAV CHOC!?
pinky choc !!

2003-08-02T15:39:00.000+08:00
sup with smgb and msn ?! theyre NOT working at all . my gsbk's still scrwd up and i cant sign in to msn . my violin exam is in 4 wks time and i cant evn do a single modulation properly . my grades suckk and i am in a high risk of getting kicked out of this school . fluidfusion was yesterday and i can still feel the stress . the bloody school put the damn string orchestra OUT IN THE FOYER with lots of sunshine and there was no aircon and all we had for lunch was a fillet-o-fish but without the ~~cheese~~mayo . so it was only the fillet and the bread . the fish was dried up and all we had to drink was newater.newater.newater . stayed there frm12.45 pm all the way till 11 pm at night without aircon . not AT ALL .

and for those people who went to watch , the stage was ~~not~~ cold and i was sweating like a mad cow . with that idiotic jeya and maria sng screaming and shouting at ONLY string orchestra . the school is clearly vious . the choir vs string orchestra . it was s.o's first time getting a gold and choir got gold for quite a few times alrdy . YET they hardly acknowledged the s.o . we got gold for ard the same time as them and didnt evryone hear what mrs cheong said ? : the choir has brought us the best , nicest , greatest gift for the school's 70th aniversary . YET for s.o our president had to announce it out herself . the choir could stay till they received the results but s.o had to come back and receive the stupid results through sms .

choir had such a big air-con room with places to hang their clothes and plenty of mirrors and a clean floor and it was super cold while we string orchestra girls had to sit outside and endure the heat . our item was one of the last while the choir's were like faaaaaarrrrrrr ahead of us . its obvious that the school likes choir more cause both mrs cheong and ms choo love singing .

just a note : mrs cheong took singing lessons frm ms sim . did you hear that evrybody ?!??!?!?!?!

2003-07-31T21:09:00.000+08:00
im getting the hang of my new keyboard ! hahas . its just that its kinda hard to press and the backspace key is damn small . ohwells . tmrs fluidfusion !!!! wahahahahahahahahahaha ((((: ok .... i am ~~not~~ excited . we're gna hafta put on makeup . me and jesse are gna bring our own kits. hahas . she put for me i put for her . and today celestia's grp won fer pw . damn smart . gna go to eliza's hse tmr early in the morning . walaus ... thisspace barkey got something wrong . cannot press space properly !!! pok . gna swim ? thats what eliza wants me to do . i cant show her my broadshoulders !!! ahhhh !!! and those lumps of fats bulging out . ohwells . then we're gna go to kallang !!! fuck this stupid space bar !

2003-07-30T16:26:00.000+08:00
MYGSBK IS SCRWD UP !!

2003-07-30T16:23:00.000+08:00
life suckks .

2003-07-30T15:49:00.000+08:00
theres fludfusion rehearsal tmr . stupid , got a new keyboard and it sucks . the backspace key is only like that : ------ . so tiny ! backspace what shit lahh . ohwells . gna go out with elliza and cris on friday morning before we go to kallang ((: my parents are not coming !!! woopeedeedoodahhhs ((:

2003-07-28T18:17:00.000+08:00
yangling erm ... ure that sec 2hope girl yeahh ? how did you know i carried a pink bag and how did you know my blog ? sorry ... just curious (:

2003-07-28T16:02:00.000+08:00
in ed's hse now yepps . had my aunt's concert at vch yest . damn malu . evryone turned left and i turned right . only until they turned right then i found myself standing face to face with them . walaus ! supposed to be doing a project . muahahahahaha . ohwells . anyways , sai has a blog .its dammit cutee ! okiedokes . hafta go now yeahh ? byeeee

2003-07-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.

2003-07-21T18:20:00.000+08:00
lost my DAD'S fone . im not gna tell him . i just dontknow whats happening to me these few days . i lost my watch thern now my dad's fone . arghhh ! shit him . ohwells . tmr's history test and im on the com ! actually im supposed to be looking through the history chap 5 slides ? i just seem to CANT concentrate . friday is the audition from main orchestra ... havent found a piece to play yet :||

Nokia 7250 suits you the best! You're an average
girl without high expectations in life. You
take whatever that comes your way in your
stride and always remain optimistic and
positive.

2003-07-20T22:26:00.000+08:00
oops ! havent been blogging fer quite a few days cause my com was dwn . ohwells . my parents have come back frm thailand . no more freedom :|| anyways , went to marche with the string people on fri . took neos with jes.char.flora.carol.mel . quite fun lahh . then when we were going home , me.mel.char decided to copy that courtesy campaign thingy . so i took this WHOLE pile of books and char pushed me . i fell in front of this guy and he looked at the books and WALKED AWAY . walaus !!! and i dropped the books another eight times and NO ONE helped me pick up . how unpolite singaporeans are ... ohwells .

2003-07-13T10:23:00.000+08:00
ih a t e `this~~world~~

had violin lesson with that sylvia khoo yest . my scales were like SHIT . but my pieces improved (: she wants to hear me play alone today . my idiot mom woke me up at 7 this morning to practise :|| -slaps her face ! went to watch the prince of mime thing at esplanade yest . it was damn nicee and funny ! was luffing throughout the whole show ((: really perked up my weekends . feeling real moody this few days . cut my arms . my mom saw and asked what were those lines on my arms ? i told her i fell dwn on the hockey pitch and she believed. PHEW !

2003-07-11T19:44:00.000+08:00
phew . had lunchtime concert today . damn maluated ! and it was so ~~pathetic~~ . hardly anyone came to watch :|| ohwells .

2003-07-09T21:36:00.000+08:00
woopee ! got broadband today (: ok im late i know ... but its like finally ? hahas . went to watch qin in gym comps today . one girl said that they wont be performing till 4 ? so me.df.eliza.bel went to j8 to take neos . and bel met one of her ~~bung~~(?) friends there . took neos with the 8beam machine and that funny miracle machine ? damn l o u s y ! lauyapok one :|| and bel asked to choose this cartoon thingy so some of the fotos came out with us distorted ? gave bel all of the distorted ones ((: and before that we bought coconut at the pasar malam . bel's 2nd time to a pasar malam . aiyahh ...

after that we went back to bishan sports hall and the pok qin had NOT started yet . so ... eliza and df had to go first so me and bel waited . and waited . and waited . waited until 4.30 so we had to go . took a taxi back and that was that (:

2003-07-08T18:49:00.000+08:00
tmr's gym comps ! wna go see qin !!! but that stupid girl wont tell me what time is it -smacks her face (:

friday is string lunchtime concert ! 11 july , 2pm at the family lounge . please come !!! erm . i shouldnt be saying that yeahh ? cause i look funny playing my violin :|| ohwells . listening to born to try by delta . damn nicee ! think she sounds like kelly clarkson . and today bel bought the goldfish for her . the other one died overnight ! bel's such a lousy ~~mother~~ :\ and the other one had ONE eyeball . how silly is that ? and today is the first day of my milk diet ! hope i can drop 2kg by ... sep ? hahas . i am so fat alrdy ! -squeezes fats . ohmygod ! its wobbling ! pok lahh .

theres ~~history~~ tmr . wisdom says that chue's gone into labour . hahahahahaha ! ok , im being mean here :| but they say that theres this new disgusting irritating sickening pokified teacher replacing her .

2003-07-07T11:06:00.000+08:00
saturday

woopee ! it was sososososo fun ! singtothedawn was so nicee ! i watched it before but now the set is different . and i think dawan's so pretty ! sat with songhui.qin.bel.me.sai . dint even follow the seat number :| nobody did ! ok . i wore this orange tanktop over this white halter bra and a blue denim skirt . denim's supposed to be blue right ? ohwells .

so after singtothedawn jinksces plus songhui and belteh took twoo taxi's (of course) to cine to EAT and take neos !!!! ladidasdeedum ((: ended up taking neos and we dint eat . jean.me were SO disappointed cause our stomach's were growling at that time . took one sat of neos with jinksces and one set with jean.me.eliza.cris . cause the other twoo were taking neoprints by their own . ~~stole~~ one neo from them cause it was really nicee ! they look SO good together ! hahas . the neos we took sucked lahh . after that we ate cheeros ! but me and jean were STILL hungry . so we left and went to cine to buy burger king (: and after that we took mrt home ((:

2003-07-05T13:09:00.000+08:00
carol lost ALL of her positions (: !!

2003-07-05T13:08:00.000+08:00
charlotte is the new cello sectional leader !!

2003-07-05T13:07:00.000+08:00
jesse is the new welfare chairman !!

2003-07-05T13:01:00.000+08:00
i am so p a t h e t i c .

had the mayflower pri concert this morning . i played so sucky . the whole thing sucked lahh . and it was DAMN hot !!! i was sweating like shit . speaking of me being pathetic , im alrdy changed . yes ... to my singtothedawn clothes :|| gekiang right ? aiyahh . wearing a tanktop over a halter bra and a denim skirt . sucks lahh . make me look so fat .

2003-07-04T21:51:00.000+08:00
ladidasdeepok ((: went out with char.jesse.melanie.carol.sihui.sihui's nicee friend who danced the dance with the ms all rounder person . hahas . took some neos with char.melanie.carol.jesse in j8 with the very same machine cause theres only one nicee machine there :| i look s u c k y !!! there was one where we were acting dao ? very very stupid . i looked like a POK . hahas ! POKPOKPOK . didnt sit at the cinema and wave at people agn ... cause that was realll stupid .-

woopees ! singtothedawn's tomms !!! yayyyyy ! poots :|| i dont wna wear my skirt ! ahhhs ! i look so tootifying in that ~~s k i r t~~ . anways , gtg ! byeeee

2003-07-03T16:59:00.000+08:00
woohoo mslee ! hehheh . the dot sucks lahh . and i dont give a damn who the hell that fucking dot is (:
to ms fuckkershit . , you can harrass me all you want cause i dont care . why should i care about such irritating people in the first place ? and just to tell you a little some thing ms dot , you sucksucksucksucksuck !!!!!

2003-07-02T08:12:00.000+08:00
to that dot who signed my gsbk:
i dontknow whothehell you are . i dontknow whatthehell ure doing . i dontknow whythehell ure doing this . but i know that ure just wasting your time critisizing me like that . so just fuck off and get a life

2003-07-01T17:13:00.000+08:00
qin's just left !!! ): we went to 37 degrees and bought some stuff there . walked round and round j8 and we saw ee-on and candice ? dontknow what they twoo were up too . then we came back and looked at my aust pics . and later qin was helping me choose what to wear on sat for the sing to the dawn thing ! and if my mom allows me to sleepovr in eliza's hse , all of us will go shopping till the cldds concert starts ! woopee ! hope my mom allows :| cause my violin's really deproving these few days ... aiyahh .

gna wear a black skirt (or should i not) and an orange top (: but i may change my mind qin !

bestiei think the red top is nicer ... but the orange one's nicee too (: and rmbr to wear your skirt ! (:

2003-07-01T11:59:00.000+08:00
my epebble is FINALLY beginning to speed up !!! (: and qin's coming over cause her sis is using the com ((: ladidaswoopeedeedoodahhhs !

2003-06-30T19:22:00.000+08:00
bestie ! :) thanks fer the 120g of allen's quality confectioners est 1891 strawberries and cream with real strawberry juice, natural colours & flavours, 99% fat free chewy sweet ! its really nicee !! -smiles widely.

nonono ! nana's not a ~~failure~~ ! so what if you did very badly fer chi ? there's still room fer improvement dear ! dont give up so easily on urself ! and im sure you do excel in smth ! music. isnt that smth you excel in ?! :)

ure NOT ~~fat~~, neither are you ~~ugly~~ silly ! looks arent that important anyway ! and you definitely DONT ~~suck~~ !! NO, you dont ! not at all ! my darling na doesnt suck ! -shakes head.

i love you lots bestie ! remember, il alwis be here fer you no matter what ! -hugs you tightly.
bestie'

2003-06-30T16:26:00.000+08:00
im a failure arn't i ? yes you are . stop deceiving yourself . your results are bad . you yourself suck . your chinese marks suck to the core . i should really hate myself cause whats the point of loving myself if i dont even excel in ANYTHING . cause its fate . i was born like that . i was born to be a stupid asshole . i have no brains , im fat , im ugly , i suck dont i ? yeahh .

2003-06-29T21:28:00.000+08:00
why is school starting tmr ?

2003-06-29T21:26:00.000+08:00
i hate this new blogger !!!

i typed this whole chunk out and then half of it went off . ok . i dont wna talk bout it ANYMORE . it makes me SICK .

anyways , IM BACK ! frm sentosa ((: stayed one night at shangrila . kinda fun lahh . dint see jesse tho . anyways , here was friday's day . again

friday
k . after we called those two guys , we went out ! to j8 . we went to gv and sat right at the corner at the glass windows and bought twoo nachos with extra chips . and then jesse and char did something REAL silly . they started waving to evryguy they saw except for those indian ones :| and there were these 3 malayboys whom jesse waved to and they came back later to ask for her number . (?!?!?!) of course she dint care . so later we saw melanie's altar boys and char waved to them and one of the boys was opening his mouth while he was going dwn the escalator . most of the guys waved back . haha ! and then later we saw bel . it was the same scenario . seing a ~~girl~~ standing in the middle of nowhere waving to me in an oversized tee . and tadaaaa !!! it was ms kohlinghui . she went there to watch charlie's angels 2 . not fair .

then after that char.jesse.melanie went to my house to watch ami2 ! oh wait . we took some neos too . so we watched and we watched till char had to go home and jesse and melanie followed . so i was all alone . yepps ! thats it (:

2003-06-27T22:24:00.000+08:00
tiara
today was sosososo fun !!! went for s.o prac at 9 till 12 and then had lunch (: after that we were supposed to nominate the heads for nxt yr ? so me.mel.char.jesse were nominating together in the storeroom when we were actually ~~not~~ supposed to do that ((: after that we were prank calling like shit ! we closed the storeroom door and called a few guys on mel's phone. it was damn funny ! there was this guy they pranked last week called i forgot what his name was . it started with s . anyways , just an intro to s , he was the first guy in line in borders to buy the harry potter book . he went there at 10pm ?!?! :|| crazy mad guy . and they said he was damn nerdy . the newpaper AND the newspaper featured him . so jesse went to call him and she went "hi ss . i am wendy frm the seventeen magazine""HUH ? WHAT SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE ? ""you know the girls magazine ? the one about fashion and stuff like that ?""OH...""yes . we recently saw you on the newpaper and we think you fit the category of being a male model"he believed . "REALLY ??????? ""yes really . we are setting a casting booth at cine orchard this sunday(it was last sunday), so can you please come?""OK . I'LL TRY"

hes the ~~dumbest~~ guy ive ever ever ever heard ! erg yuck . so we called him today and he apologized that he didnt go because he had cca. and we told him that we were setting up a booth in j8 today so we would like him to come . and he said YES . then he called later to apologise to say that he couldnt come cause he had extra classes . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!! then another guy called paul . this guy also very nice to play with .

jesse called again . and she was like "hi darling""HUH . WHO ARE YOU ?""im your girlfriend rmbr ? you dont even rmbr your girlfriend's voice ?! how dare you ?!""OH SORRY""paul ... i miss you so much"and he freaked out cause he didnt know how we knew his name . "anyway , are you in school now ? im near chinese high now so i can come over""ERM . COME OVER LAHH""aiyahh . im sorry i bluff you darling im now near hougang , i'll go over to your house ok ?""HOW YOU KNOW WHERES MY HOUSE ?""im your girlfriend !!!!!""OH SORRY I FORGOT""thats better . say i love you to me can ?""XIAO""how dare you call me xiao ! tao3 yan4 ! ""HUR HUR . SORRY LAHH""thats better . i sing you song now kayy ? paul is my sunshine . my lovely sunshine . you are my everything . everything insane .""VERY NICE""of course very n

2003-06-26T18:48:00.000+08:00
hey tab here ! just came by fer fun lahh. tkcare. loveya !